Well another Christmas draws near and my thoughts grow more & more towards you and past Christmases we once had, (always fond happy ones) and my mood deepens as i think of future ones I'll have without you, not a happy time anymore! But the happy memories of the past will always cheer me up and get me through my dark day's ahead, that i thank you for mam. You were & are still so special! i wish i showed it more. Christmas wishes... Your ever loving son Shaun xx xx

Four years already! Your eyes I see no more, But my heart holds your smile. I hear the Angels fluttered wings, And I know your here with me for a while. My arms cannot touch you, But my reach is sent up above. On your journey Mam, I'm sending Along a Sons love. I had to say good-bye to you And that was so very sad, For you were not only my Mother, you were the best Friend I ever had. I'll see you in my dreams, That way I will never let you go. And the tears that fall on my pillow Are because I wanted you to know... "Mam, did you ever know You were my true Hero"?

~God's Garden~ God looked around his garden And He found an empty place. He then looked down upon this earth, And saw your tired face. He put his arms around you And lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering He knew you were in pain He knew that you would never Get well on earth again He saw that the road was getting rough, And the hills are hard to climb. So He closed your weary eyelids, And whispered "Peace be thine." It broke our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone For part of us went with you The day God called you home. Your still very much in my thoughts your loving son.

I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.