Well another Christmas draws near and my thoughts grow more & more towards you and past Christmases we once had, (always fond happy ones) and my mood deepens as i think of future ones I'll have without you, not a happy time anymore! But the happy memories of the past will always cheer me up and get me through my dark day's ahead, that i thank you for mam. You were & are still so special! i wish i showed it more. Christmas wishes... Your ever loving son Shaun xx xx